So lost I was knowing not should I approach or just wait; I knew not what would happen.
What happened to me, why couldn't I foresee the great future that was set before me?
Why is a man - a man like me no less - so smart when it comes to other people's problems and lives?
Why cannot the same man -- bestowing all his wisdom -- not see happiness rushing towards him?
And what about fate, is that real? Why everything always seems so destined when you look back
on your life?
Why would a man believe in something so utterly dictated from any logic as fate is?
Why would a human with all the wisdom bestowed upon himself believe in that?
Yet there is no choice; everything is always so easily explained by just thinking "it was destined".
But what happens when a man refuses to think so, when he wants to know the real truth?
How does a man find out the real answers when no spiritual foretelling is satisfactory?
Lost and disoriented; traits of a man who found eternal happiness from just around the corner.
Why me, why does a man like me who has hardly done anything good in the past deserve such a precious,
heartwarming gift as a lifepartner, a lover whom you can always depend on?
Why is a man like me rewarded with so much generosity and people who have done much good and bettered
people's lives in different ways are left in the dust, wondering the same question, although reversed?
You just can't help but wonder; if there is a god, why would he decide these kind of things so
randomly and recklessly, one would expect a little more judgement, let alone fairness!
Then again, what do we humans know in the end? Nothing. We cannot say anything for certain.
I didn't even do anything to pursuit my happiness, it was given to me; just like that.
Why, why do I deserve this?!
All I know for certain is that I have been given eternal bliss, of which I am forever thankful.
I am no longer lost; I am found and never have to worry again.
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| By havo to meh |
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